As A Creator, What Does It Mean To Choose….

Welcome! It’s Thursday, August 21st.

Let’s talk about mornings. Specific ones.

The ones you cannot forget and may go something like this.

Sun’s hiding behind the horizon waiting for its big break.

It was a rough night.

You had to talk yourself into falling asleep in the first place, the pillow hard, the mattress hard, echoing your tension.

While sleeping you dipped in and out of consciousness, floating on a sea of gentle swells, feeling a bit seasick, sabotaged by the occasional runaway wave of worry.

Your brain woke up before your body and yelled across the tundra of your cells, “Wake the f’ up. We’ve got things to do.”

A superhighway of speeding chemicals between your brain and your stomach releases and your gut is quivering like a wet cat.

These are the mornings of job interviews, portfolio reviews, gallery openings, peer reviews, an audition, presentations, the day you leave your home for college the first time. Nothing like it.

Can’t live with them and you are certainly not alive if you are living without them.

I’ve never deeply appreciated these pivotal life moments. Rather, I ignored them and blazed forward.

I’ve been missing the details that want to pepper everything that I create; that want to be felt.

Remember Andrea Gibson’s Tincture from Issue Four?

“When a human dies the soul moves
through the universe trying to describe how a body trembles
when it’s lost, softens when it’s safe, how a wound would heal
given nothing but time. Do you understand? Nothing in space can
imagine it. No comet, no nebula, no ray of light
can fathom the landscape of awe, the heat of shame.
The fingertips pulling the first gray hair
and throwing it away. I can’t imagine it,
the stars say. Tell us again about goosebumps.
Tell us again about pain.”

-Andrea Gibson, excerpt from “Tincture” in “Lord of the Butterflies”

The stars miss out on goosebumps, can't fathom the heat of shame.

But we can. We live in these bodies that tremble and heal and feel everything.

That’s exactly why we take risks, to feel alive, despite fear and potential loss.

Take risks. Plenty, plenty of risks.

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Let’s start with Interior Design.

It's 1927.

You're standing in your drawing room at 213 King's Road, London, a terraced house built in 1720, holding a paintbrush.

Your neighbor’s house and every other interior, including your wealthy client’s homes, looks like this:

Image 1 & 2, Entry & Morning Room, Sambourne House, London
Image 3, unknown parlor

Late 1800’s Victorian, image credit unknown

But you're about to paint, dip, slather, lacquer, cement everything (walls, furniture, floors, even the piano) all in brilliant, luminous whites.

In April 1927, at midnight, hosting a party at her house after the opening of her husband Somerset Maugham’s play “The Constant Wife”, Syrie (“SIR-ee-uh”) unveiled “The White Room.”

I've never taken many chances when hosting parties at my house, decidedly not any that shook interior design on both sides of the Atlantic.

“With the strength of a typhoon, [Syrie] blew all colour before her... turning the world white.”

- Cecil Beaton.

Design by Syrie Maugham, Nancy Beaton in The White Room, photo: Cecil Beaton

Wait! Did I post the wrong photo? Nope. It was a huge exception and contrast to the vernacular at that time. We may be used to seeing interiors like this in Miami, in movies, what we have designated as Hollywood Regency.

But Syrie cast the spell clear across the Atlantic in 1927, with no guarantee that it would work. How did she do it?

Syrie Maugham’s drawing room at 213 King’s Road, February 1933.

Apprentice at 42

Syrie's decision to take a risk started 5 years before at 42. Most people her age at that time and her status were settling in to enjoy the fruits of their labor.

While her writer husband disapproved, she apprenticed at a decorating firm, learning furniture restoration and trompe l'oeil like a student half her age.

Who does that?

Who starts over completely in their forties, borrowing £400 from friends to open an interior design shop on Baker Street when your husband thinks you're making a mistake? A risk tolerant, risk-welcoming person.

The shop was a sensation. Five years later she unveiled the white room with features like:

  • Cement-Dipped Draperies - Syrie dipped white canvas curtains in cement to create sculpture to set the stage.

  • White Lacquer - She used brilliant white lacquer finishes made possible by new titanium dioxide pigments that had just become available in the early 20th century. The furniture was luminous!

  • Mirrored Screens - Strategic placement of mirrors to bounce and multiply light throughout the space, creating an ethereal, shimmering effect.

  • Mixed Textures - She combined multiple white tones (oyster, ivory, pearl) and varied textures to prevent the room from feeling flat or sterile.

Her Inspiration

  • Defying Darkness - This was a direct rebellion against the suffocating dark Victorian/Edwardian interiors that dominated wealthy homes.

  • Light Maximization - Her primary goal was capturing and amplifying natural light in London's often gray climate.

  • Modern Materials - She embraced new industrial materials and techniques that traditional decorators avoided.

Syrie’s Bathroom on King’s Road

Space by Syrie Maugham, photograph uncredited

Hotspur Design and Amanda Ransom Design Limited restored a 1930s Art Deco bathroom, originally designed by Syrie Maugham in Mayfair once owned by the late Margaret, Duchess of Argyll.

Syrie Maugham photographed by Cecil Beaton, 1949, National Portrait Gallery

I can’t help but notice that Syrie’s persona does not scream “rebel” to me. The Spirit of Transformation comes in all forms.

Syrie's risk, although profound, was a playful, euphoric rebellion against Victorian stuffiness.

What if the risk is so “risky” that before publishing you sought assurance from an FBI agent that the agency wouldn't pursue you, consulted with a psychologist to ensure all implications to your subjects were understood, and gave veto power to subjects over which images could be published?

High stakes.

From 1985 to 1994, Sally Mann photographed her three children - Emmett, Jessie, and Virginia - at their family's remote summer cabin in the Shenandoah Valley.

Mann chose an antique 8x10 inch view camera with older lenses, the kind of massive, unwieldy beast that requires tripods, dark cloths, and preparation.

By the late 1990s, Mann pushed even further into the past, using the collodion wet-plate process, a laborious nineteenth-century technique that's akin to slow torture when photographing kids.

You coat a glass plate with syrupy collodion, dip it in silver salts, load it into the camera, expose it, and develop it all within minutes before the collodion dries.

Typically, one mistake and you start over.

Mann embraced the accidents. She prayed to what she called the "angel of uncertainty," believing that "aesthetic luck is just the ability to exploit accidents."

She was channeling masters like Julia Margaret Cameron and Edward Weston, using their luminous, detailed black-and-white expertise to explore mortality, family dynamics, intimacy, injury, and sexuality with unflinching psychological honesty.

Compositionally, Mann's work is perfection and she uses classical techniques in service to something new.

When Mann published “Immediate Family” in 1992, she faced accusations of child pornography and obscenity charges. Her work was censored and removed from exhibitions. Her abilities as a mother and artist were publicly scrutinized and she risked being ostracized from her community.

Despite the controversy, “Immediate Family” is now considered one of the most important photographic works of the late 20th century. Mann's willingness to explore taboo subjects with artistic integrity opened new conversations about childhood, family, and the boundaries of art.

Mann chose deeply personal, potentially explosive subject matter over safe, commercially viable work.

She risked everything - career, reputation, family peace - to create art that felt essential to her.

Sally Mann, ‘Picnic’, Virginia, 1992, silver gelatin print

Sally Mann, ‘The Two Virginias #4’, 1991, silver gelatin print

Sally Mann, ‘Candy Cigarette’, Virginia, 1989, silver gelatin print

At Warm Springs, Sally Mann, Virginia, 1991, silver gelatin print

Sally Mann, 'Luncheon in the Grass', Virginia, 1991, silver gelatin print

One Big Snake (Emmett), Sally Mann, Virginia, 1991, silver gelatin print

Night Blooming Cereus, Sally Mann, Virginia, 1988, silver gelatin print

Sally Mann, from her memoir Hold Still: A Memoir with Photographs, 2016

Sally Mann, at Bowling Green Plantation in Mississippi, 1997, photo: Kim Rushing

Your “Weird Thing” is Your Wealth

The weirder and more specific your thing, the more devoted fan base you will build and ultimately the more you can charge for it.

Why Niche Feels Risky:

  • Smaller audience

  • Harder to explain at dinner parties

  • No obvious competitors to benchmark pricing against

  • Feels like you're "limiting" yourself

  • Family/friends question if there's a "market" for it

If You’re Devoted to Your Niche, You’ll Get Back in Spades

Syrie's Monopoly: Who else could deliver cement-dipped curtains and luminous lacquer techniques other than Syrie? She was the only supplier of something wealthy clients desperately wanted.

Mann's Family Portrait Mastery: Could another photographer create something like Immediate Family? Technically, yes. But would they risk everything - career, reputation, family peace - to photograph their own children with such unflinching honesty? Most likely not.

The Economics of Irreplaceable:

When you go deep into your specific weird thing, you stop competing in the general market and essentially build an economic moat.

You’re competing with nobody. It’s a calculated risk that pays.

Jedi Mind Tricks for Risk Discernment

QUICK FIX: To determine if the risk you are considering taking is the right one ask yourself these questions.

  • Does this risk direct you toward your truest self (make you feel more like yourself), or away from it (feels hollow, a misdirect, not truly you)?

  • Do you feel expansion when you meditate on this risk? Or do you feel fear and contraction?

HIGH AMP FIX:

1. Body’s Intuition: Sit quietly and think about the potential risk

Notice: Does your body expand or contract?

  • Right risks often create expansion (even with nervousness)

  • Wrong risks create contraction, heaviness, or dread

  • Your body knows before your mind does

2. Energy Audit: Meditate on the risk for 3-5 minutes

Notice: Does thinking about it drain or energize you?

  • Right risks often feel scary BUT energizing

  • Wrong risks feel depleting or forced

  • Right risks often come with an inexplicable knowing

  • If you have to convince yourself, it’s probably off

3. Coincidences: As we’ve discussed in many previous issues

Notice: Follow the coincidences and pay attention

  • Are doors opening? Are resources appearing?

  • Are the right people showing up?

  • Look for signals through synchronicities

4. Purpose:

Notice: Does this risk serve your deeper creative mission? Or is it ego/money/validation?

  • Purpose-aligned risks feel scary but essential

  • Ego risks feel exciting but hollow

Sally Mann has a new book coming out on Sept. 9, 2025.

Here are a few reviews:

The much-anticipated new book by artist and New York Times bestselling author Sally Mann about the challenges and transcendent pleasures of the creative process

"Erudite, frank, and funny." --Amor Towles, bestselling author of A Gentleman in Moscow and The Lincoln Highway”

You can preorder below.

It’s bit harder to find copies of her “Immediate Family”. I have a few leads that I will post when I get them. Same goes for Syrie Maugham! 🤍

Mann’s 2016 memoir “Hold Still: A Memoir with Photographs” is available here.

This National Book Award finalist is a revealing and beautifully written memoir and family history from acclaimed photographer Sally Mann.

For All Event Listings go here.
🖼 VISITING LONDON before September 26, 2025?
GO SEE Sally Mann in conversation with artist and author Edmund de Waal at The National Portrait Gallery about her new book, "Art Work: On Creative Life”. Mann will discuss the unpredictable role of luck, the value of hard work and the challenges of rejection in an exploration of creativity in reference to her own practice. Information here. Plan ahead and book now!
CHECK OUT Sally Mann’s other confirmed dates for author events, book readings, and interviews in the US. (google it, too many dates to list here).
WHILE YOU ARE IN LONDON!!!
CHECK OUT a rare Syrie Maugham designed screen at The Victoria and Albert Museum. Admission is free. Plan your visit.
Thank you, Jon Stidd, for breaking down the elephant of social media into one bite at a time. And for plotting a course for maximum social media efficiency.
Lisa Furrh, not only do you know how to make a lady feel special, you know how to make a lady feel heard. Thank you for following the eternal musings, if not even ramblings, here and taking action. I look forward to our collaboration.
Jenn Wooten and Michael Furrh, you showed upon Lisa’s request on a SUNDAY evening to plan collaborations, to envision a future for Studio Rising, and to simply revel in connecting. Thank you!
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